sometimes things don't go according to plan. i would want to disagree but it happens.

things come and go, so do people and interesting enough, our future, present and past. we don't want these feelings to go away but they just have to.

ever had the feeling where everything was just nice? just perfect? just where you want it to be and BOOM! disaster strikes. it happens all the time to me which can be such a fucking heart burn. mistakes done in the past can be painful but mistakes that come now can be deadly.

things we go through in our life. learning and learning until we die.
God sent? or Satan's child? hey, who am i to say who we are right? but i am here to say that we are better than everyone else and to keep our head held high every time disaster strikes.

so, fuck those fuckers who discriminate us for who we are.
rick.

ok, so since liv made me realize i had a blog, it made me want to blog.

recently, it has been hectic. it's just so hard to deal with everything coming all at once. it's either i cant wait to go back home or get away from this hell hole. either way, i need to get away from here.

it was a drastic change for me when i was out partying and holidaying after i graduated. now it's just shit nights with shit work. i dont think i can stand it but what am i to do? deal with it.

the endless ranting will never stop at this end.

so screw it all because i want it all.

rick.

and there you go. livina found out about my blog. thank GOD, i didnt put anything about her in here :p or she might just kill me ;)

anyhooooooo ... life is life.

everything is shady.

i shall chill until my day comes to an end.